I think I like girls...
It was scribbled on the bathroom stall
quickly, deliberately, fearfully
aware of every high heeled footstep
coming and going on the other side of
the door.
I want to reply to her confession
but I have no pen with which to write
so I gently kiss her words with
compassion and assurance
and hope she feels it on her fingertips.
Who is it that has told this
confession's
hesitant hand that a higher power
might disapprove of that kind of love?
Whose reproach caused the waver of the
lines
that were scrawled out in a single
moment
of clarity and openness, defiance and
truth?
Whose heart is it that sincerely
believed
life would be better if the fingers
would never
clasp the pen, if the wrist would never
curl the "g",
if the words would never find a voice?
I thank God the words finally did,
in the color of blue on a wooden stall
door,
and I ask forgiveness for the soul that
caused
her hand to shake as she wrote her
truth,
and I pray that someday her ellipsis
will turn into an exclamation! and that
her voice might someday not only be
spoken
through a shaking hand,
but through a loud shout,
a proud heart,
and a kiss of love on some girl's lips.
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